Will You Get It?If you asked God for SOMETHING:
*you want so badly that everything around you somehow reminds you of that thing
*you know is bad for you
*you know everyone who cares wouldn’t want that “thing” for you
*you know would probably not do you any good in the end
*you know would probably change the way you look at life in the future
and told HIM:
*that you’re willing to take the risk just this once
*that you’re ready to face the consequences no matter how bad it may be
*that you’re aware that you’re some kinda asking Him to ruin your life a lil bit (because you know that all of this probably won’t do any good to anyone including you)
*that you know that chances of things turning out for the better is VERY slim
*that you’re aware that what you’re asking for is practically insane and that you know life would be much simpler if you didn’t ask for this
*that you’ve readied yourself for failure and know that you will cry but will get over it
*that no matter how damaging (for the lack of a better term) the results may be, you know in your heart that it will only make you stronger..
and lastly..
..you know He probably wouldn’t grant it because it’s not good for you in the first place but still ask anyway because you know He knows how badly you want it and hope that He gives you this one itsy bitsy chance and if you could have it the soonest time possible if it’s not too much because you’re running out of time.
Do you think He’ll give it to you?
What I’m asking is actually very mababaw that it isn’t even worth posting. You’d probably think I’m insane for making it such a big deal. No miracles. No moving of mountains. Just something very minor that anyone could do for me, something even I can do on my own, but know that it’s gonna fail coz I know it’s not meant for me to start with. But that’s that so let’s leave it at that.
Will be back when I’m in a better state of mind. See you at your blogs! 
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P.S. Please ignore the trackers on my sidebar. There’s just something I need to find out for a few weeks. It’s got nothing to do with all of you so don’t worry, I’m not trying to track anybody 
April 12th, 2008 at 8:41 am
maybe He’ll give it to you…malay mo…di ba?
April 12th, 2008 at 7:40 pm
God knows what is best for us kung hindi siguro niya ibigay sa iyo think that may mas better at best pa siyang ibibigay sa iyo.
April 16th, 2008 at 4:54 am
yeah God knows what’s best for us.. hnd nya tyu ipapahamak.. but then there are times.. bka bigla nya ibigay.. not because gs2 mo.. but kung hnd.. pra u learn ur lesson.. about it.. or something hehe..
btw sis.. can u link me up? hnd ko ksi kita link ko d2.. or if and2 man pls tell me hehehe